New.life.

In reply to.

2012-02-29T03:09:00.000+08:00

"What are your replies?"

The Pink Replies : You're not sorry. If you care for the person you will tend to get jealous no matter what the other party is doing even if it is just a small matter. 24hours per day, and good time passed by even faster. Yes there is, I guess. And I can't guarantee that.Yes I'll be. Anytime when I'm free.

The Blue Replies: I kind of don't know what I should reply in here but time.

The Green replies: You don't have to be afraid although I can't assure you with anything but if you need someone to listen to you or whatever, I can always be here. And, sorry.

The Yellow replies: Disappointing? So sorry? Probably you deserve better.

P/S: why is it so?
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Baby

2012-02-25T14:13:00.000+08:00

"The new born".

The Little Girl.

I kind of screwed up my Macroeconomics paper, maybe business mathematics and English? Well, it's over and it's time to take a break, yet again! Before I go, I hope grandpa is doing well! Get well soon.

P/S: Excitement

Best Friend

2012-02-23T23:52:00.001+08:00

"It's not easy to keep a friend like you".

Hey girl, it's been a long time since we hang out alone. I miss it, Do you? Can you imagine how we even not meet for a day in the past? Well, I fret not. The day we became 'sisters' was like six years back and we are having our annual cross-country that very day! We have been hanging out together ever since. We do bicker, We do quarrel, We do get jealous, We do get angry, We do tear together, We do cry together, We do share our secrets, We do ball together, We do get into some unpleasant arguments but at the very least, We do patch things up. As one says "Best friend is someone who knows all about you and loves you anyway"-Elbert Hubbard- I might not be able to understand how you really feels at times but I would try my best to put myself in your situation. I know sometimes things are hard, people are not easy to please. But the last thing that I would want to see is you giving up on yourself because I know that you always deserve better than ever. And, someday I believe someone will appreciate you for who you are. Don't you ever forget that I will always be there, just for you, anytime.

We once smile, We once laugh, We once jumped to joy, We once cracked jokes, We once ball-ed. Although we seldom do all these now but I am still happy that we are still hanging around, sharing secrets, bickering and stuff. Maybe you never know how much I had appreciate you as a friend(best). But I knew I've always appreciate you for what you've done for me throughout our six years. Time flies, I'm glad that you're doing well in Polytechnic. No matter what happens, don't give up alright? `Bookworm! Alright, study hard? All the best. Thanks for guiding me through those tough times I had. Love you girl. I hoped we will hang out more often. I miss you so. XOXO, Whitney.

P/S: Irreplaceable.

Mixed-Feelings

2012-02-12T17:55:00.004+08:00

"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breaths". -Anonymous-

I was looking through all the photos I have in my thumb drive. I'd missed it. There is a story behind all the photos I once took be it my families, my friends or some weird relationships I've got for myself. It's something which I couldn't have it back the same way as it was because it belongs in the past. It's not that I'm having my bad times in life now, I'm just reminiscing the past I once shared with so many amazing people. It has never crossed my mind that I would lose any of my friends. I believe I didn't, apparently some drifted but this is something predictable. Every one will meet new people in their lives, that's something you've got to adapt. You have to accept your friend's flaws for who they are because no one's perfect. Little did I know that each one of them actually do play a part in making my life so wonderful. They don't change me, they guided me.

One more week to Final-Term examinations, I am not prepared to take those papers, not even close. It's tough but I'm going to try. Even with just a day left to study, I'll still do my best. As for now, I can't find myself sitting in the room studying. I need that now just for a week or so before I could take a break, again. I'm beat. I hate those insomnia I had for the past two weeks or so.

When I'm down, I would prefer listening to Lady Gaga's song. The part that I like, "No matter straight, gay or bi-Lesbian, transgendered life-I'm on the right track, baby-I was born to survive.

I'm beautiful in my way-Cause God makes no mistakes" -Lady GaGa-

P/S: Rest in peace Whitney Houston. With love, Me.

what tomorrow brings..

2012-02-09T00:44:00.000+08:00

Life goes on no matter what it brings.

It has been two busy weeks, with all my schedules 'packed'. And I've got to prepare for my Mid-Term Examinations but now that it's over. I'm just hoping for good results? I reap what I sow, hopefully. Final-Term Examinations will be two weeks from now before getting to my notes, tutorials and revision again. Brain cells dead.

Life's great and Life's too short for you to ponder upon. Treasure every single moments before losing bit by bit because there's no way to turn back time. If you fall, pick it up from there. It takes time but you will be fine soon. My mind went blank for a moment and all my thoughts are dead now.

P/S: Do not pin high hopes on me. I do not want disappointments.

CHINESE NEW YEAR

2012-01-28T16:25:00.001+08:00

Dee-Rainbow

Different point of view taken.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Chinese new year , families' presence;happiness;laughter....

P/S: Mid-Term examinations is coming ;(
P/S: I hate to fall sick :'(

Two weeks later.

2012-01-13T23:43:00.000+08:00

"Set your priorities right".

Thanks girls for the interesting gifts, I love it(:

As much as everything is concern, things are going well now. I hoped it maintains but falling sick is the worst thing that could ever happen to me. :'( I've got no idea where the pain is coming from. School's great. Macroeconomics are killing me, KIND OF.

Resolutions.

2012-01-02T23:35:00.001+08:00

"New year, New resolutions?"

#Turn in early for bed whenever there's school the next day.

#Study Hard For Every Modules.

#No interference

#Ball whenever there's a chance to.

#Kick away ~~all~~ as many bad habits as I can.

#DON'T BE LAZY.

P/S: Back to school.

Dedications' 2011

2011-12-31T16:24:00.005+08:00

P/S: Just got to bear with my post.

"From the bottom of my heart"

My lovely parents: I would like to thank you two for being there for me whenever I needed you by my side even for the little things that I can actually do it on my own. You guys have never failed me, not even once probably there is some disappointment that I have looking over to my siblings. They might not understand it now that how wonderful you two have been but I've always knew. Sorry for being so 'rebellious' and causing pain to you two throughout the fights I had with my own brother. I understand the heartache and stress you two are facing this year, it's tough but tough times will be over. You have my support, as always. In life, no matter what happens, I'll still have both of your support even if I failed myself. The time where I couldn't even stand up on my own, you were there to tell me, there's nothing to worry, everything is fine so long as I am not giving up on myself because we can just take things slow, one step at a time. Thanks Dad, Thanks Mom. You're not alone. With love, Daughter.

My best cousin: I know I will just piss you off with my little actions at home such as my 'laziness' and 'forgetfulness' , thanks for correcting me by nagging or 'scoldings' in a lighter tone. I appreciate it. Don't worry, I will keep on trying till I kick off all my bad habits. At the very least, I managed to kick off some because of you. Thank you. With that, thank you for being there for me and changing me into someone better. I enjoyed fooling around with you anytime, anywhere. Remember that whenever you're feeling down, I'll always be here for you, anytime. With any decision you make, I'll support you but decide properly before regretting okay? With love, Your beloved cousin. :')

BFF: As usual wishing you the same things, thanks and sorry(s) for the same stuff. This year has been tough, we don't meet as often. To the extent that we even 'drifted' and quarreled but things went well after. I hope we will always be close even after years of not being in the same class. We might not be studying the same thing but if I'm able to help you, I will. You can come to me anytime okay? Anytime, Anywhere. Thanks for showing me that you still care. I love the BFF ring, thanks a lot. I hope that no matter how many problems that you're facing alone, I just want you to be strong and fight it and not give up. Jiayous! Study hard. With love, your BFF.

Bro, hoping that you will take in more responsibility in yourself as such, being a good father? You just got to take things slow, you doesn't need to rush things to get everything done. Probably, you could set your visions wider. I hate disappointments, one after the other. All the best in the future. With love, sis.

Little sis, You might still be young to understand what an adult could be facing, just be good and study. Stop throwing your baby tantrums at everyone when you are eager to get hold of something. That shouldn't be the way, especially towards mom and dad. Study hard, little girl. With love, sis.

Banana(B2): This year is awesome for us, we're getting closer like before ever since you decided to 'quit' basketball, we kind of drifted. Fret not, we are back. Thanks for making everything right again. Don't worry, I won't let you fight alone. Let's do it together! I hope we will keep things this way. I'm happy. Thank you banana. I'm always here for you, anytime. Study hard. With love, Banana!(B1)

Qingaide: I'm so happy that you have always remembered my birthday! Also, thank you for the presents you gave me every year, the necklace, the shirt.(appreciated) I enjoyed balling with you at Zhenghua, I hope you do too. And, it's okay to be bad in balling but with your strong determination, I believe whatever happens, you will still be fighting. Same goes to your studies, jiayous! Remember that i'm eight numbers away. With love, Qingaide.

Sister: Thanks for being there for me this year, appreciated much. Please use less of vulgarities either on people or twitters. Okay, Please, lady-like! Cheers! Thanks for being so annoying at times, I know I am too. All the best for you O'level results in a week's time. Please make the right choice. At this moment, enjoy and don't tired yourself. Have some rest. With love, sis.

Listening ear, I'm glad to see that you are doing fine now. :') You just got to remember no matter what happens in life, stand strong and deal with it! I believe you can. Of course, you can text me anytime you want to, 24/7! Study hard. With love, Whitney(L.E)

Honey(stalker): Thanks for always leaving me a message whenever I'm down, also not forgetting my birthday. I hoped you're doing good in ITE alright? Please don't keep quiet when you don't understand, please ask your lecturer for help okay? Silly girl. I miss you. Meet me soon! With love, honey!

Eileen, All the best for your O'levels 2012 and balling! Bear with it. Jiayous!

Mary Lee: Don't always burn midnight oil for your project! Try to finish it earlier and have a good night sleep. Jiayous! With love, Whitney!

EU NI CE : Thanks for everything you have done for me before. I'm glad that you're always there to listen to me whine no matter what happens. Thanks for all the advice and encouragements. I appreciate it a lot, indeed. Take care and Last long. With love, whitney.

Baby, I miss you. I hoped you're doing fine. Love you! Meet me soon. With love, Baby.

KIM: Thanks for being there for me and thanks for the gifts. I appreciate it. Thanks for listening to me whine and also my stupidity. Thank you. School is starting for you, please study hard for your O'level and at the same time, train hard for basketball! :') Remember: FIGHTING, too! With love, Whitney.

SON: Thanks for always having your support! You'd better study hard ,don't always LAZY. Jiayous. With love, MOM.

AYWK, Hey, thanks for being there for me. I know it has been hard but I hoped you're coping well. Study hard. Thanks for everything. Sorry. With love, Whitney.

MAM & BRO: Thanks for being there for me during the hardest time in school, I'm glad that you guys can tolerate my stupidity at times, tolerating all my nonsense in class. We're like the eye-signal group whenever something happens, we will be like.. *heeeees* Last, Thanks for listening to me when I'm down. Thanks for all the encouragement, care and concern! Thank you. With love, Stubborn-Naiveee.

AngJianHao: Thanks for your care and concern, like always! I appreciate it a lot. Thank you! I miss sitting in the same class room as you too. Jiayous in studies okay! With love, Whitney!

My cousins are the best :') Thanks for all the food you guys have prepared for me. And, also allowing me to go up to your house to study if I couldn't concentrate at home. Thanks for all your encouragements when i received my O'level results.

Thanks for the wonderful Christmas celebration with you guys! You guys have been great!

Balling-mates always? All the best pretties and coach.

I miss you girls! All the best in studies!

Thank you guys for all the treats, fun and laughter! :')

I appreciate you guys for being there when I fall. You guys, better study hard and stop lazing around in class. Stop sleeping and slacking. All the best in 2012!

Thanks to everyone who made me smile in the year 2011.
P/S: Reflections & New year resolutions, up next.

BFF

2011-12-28T02:12:00.001+08:00

"when things made up"

It's been a while since I met this girl here! Thanks for making time out for me, appreciate it a lot. Those chats today at Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe are kind of hilarious(you know I know). Aright, Till then. Hope to see you soon. Love you.

Thanks everyone for all your Christmas presents, I love it to bits

Thanks Mam, Thank you, you, Thanks Banana, Thanks Qingaide, Thanks little sister, Thanks cousin,
Thanks parents, Thanks Faye, Thanks BFF & Mary for the presents!

P/S: Next up, Dedications! Till then.

Stubborn-Naiveee's

Christmas Party

2011-12-25T23:56:00.003+08:00

"The warmth and joy of Christmas, doesn't just bring everyone together but closer"

What I wished for Christmas was just the smile on everyone's faces. Hoping this would happen every year like this. Cheers to all that came. I hoped you guys enjoyed the food and gifts.

I've got to apologize for some distractions that took place during exchange gift. Hope you guys don't mind those people(including me) who quarreled during Christmas Eve, for spoiling the mood. I don't mean it! I guess you guys understands why. So sorry. And, I hoped you're satisfied with all your presents! :')

Thanks To Everyone Here Who Made The Christmas Party Happens Annually. :')

With Love, Whitney.

Lovely T's. Love them for who they are. No judgement at all.

MERRY-CHRISTMAS-TO-EVERYONE!

Seeing daddy so breathless that day, you didn't even stop but you continued being so persistent. I don't understand a single thing about you anymore, probably no longer. What has been coming over you? Please change for the better, probably towards parents, can you? Grow up please? :')

P/S: I enjoyed the Christmas Party!
XOXO, Stubborn-Naiveee's

I'll be meeting BFF tomorrow like finally! :')

Wants

2011-12-16T19:46:00.001+08:00

"Reasons"

。。。最近好累哦。。。

I wants to shop. I wants to eat. I wants to play. I wants to ball. I wants to jog. I wants a haircut. I wants to know my last term results,badly. I know I'm going to flunk my accounting but that's not what I want to see though. I wants to go travelling. I wants to go to the beach. Life's great. Everyone is doing good.

P/S: Eight more days to party.

XOXO, Stubborn-Naiveee's

last month of 2011.

2011-12-13T23:33:00.000+08:00

"Enjoying is the last thing to do"

I've been yearning for a long term break. I can feel myself slowing down in every moves that I'm taking now. Also, It's been a while since I have such a good chat with all my close friends, kind of missing it but that's something that I couldn't bring back, the past. I've got work tomorrow! Alright, I'll be back soon.

P/S: I couldn't wait for Christmas and I've yet to get presents!

XOXO, Stubborn-Naiveee's

It's like a nightmare

2011-12-06T10:10:00.001+08:00

"Just like a nightmare".

SATURDAY

I just felt terrible that day, can you just imagine your throat swells on the inside, a blocked nose,

rash all over your body, shivering, and with a swollen pair of eyes.
Thank god I have my parents by my side but not when i'm in the emergency room ;'(

That's one terrible experience too, 2 injection at each side, with almost 10 pills down my throat,

and with the nurse ~~stripping~~ my clothes off from me but I stopped them and asked to change by myself.

Observation for 4-5 hours before I was discharged.

SUNDAY

3-on-3 on a Sunday morning, well played for the girls. Congrats for coming in second.

MONDAY

Final term examinations for the week. I couldn't wait for the holidays.

BE RIGHT BACK AFTER EXAMS.

XOXO,you.

P/S: Thanks to those who cared. Love you for who you are. :') Anytime, Anywhere.

2 more days to final exam.

2011-10-07T22:41:00.005+08:00

"what comes around goes around.".

DRAMA, once again! Who-osh.

To be updated, soon. My mind went blank the moment I feel like blogging.

Dad came to talk to me and cousin, telling us to forget about everything they did but..

it's not like we want to bother them and it's more like the other way round?

Dad just told me and cousin about the unknown accidents he met not long after grandmother's death 2 years back.

It hurts me but I just can't bring myself to tell you that,
"Daddy, I know you have always been undergoing a lot of stress from us,

I know that having to take side is unbearable, I know that you're trying to make peace between all of us,

including mommy.

As you know mommy is a very straight forward person and she dotes on us more.
I know mommy sided us more, that's why she prefered keeping quiet.
And, daddy, for a reason why mommy might be keeping quiet because she has a lot of pressure at work too.
I know that she's stressed, try understand her.(i know you do) Although sometimes, it pisses you off when she ignored you. Well, Peace.

I know that you tried your best to salvage the bad for the good but nothing you do helps.
And, I know you feel helpless because everyone around you is like your flesh...

I understand how you feel, but you know something? Daddy, you don't have to take it all out on yourself.

I wish that you wouldn't take your life away or vent anger on something while you're working

because of all these childish arguements we had between us.. And, I will worry.

Sorry, everyone might not feel you but I do, I don't want anything to happen to all my love ones.

I really don't.

Can I say that IF only he's mature enough, All these wouldn't be happening.

In this case, Dad,Mom,Cousin,Brother,Amanda,Sister(least problem)

Dad(under alot of stress trying to solve the problem)

I really don't know how to help you because he just can't understand what all the messages that we are trying to convey.
Also, knowing that you have your work to do, I don't even feel like bothering you and mom but

he always complain it to you guys. And, I know that over at grandfather's place,

he's always nagging you and mom about everything, scolding you both for things you both has never done. BUT you guys tolerated.

Mom(Doesn't feel like creating more trouble, decided to stay silent)

Mommy having stress at work yet I can't help much. By keeping quiet, it causes a tiff with dad.
And sometimes, daddy might not like you bringing work back home to finish it but I know.

It's a responsibilty in you that you just have to do it, no matter how tired you are.

Having to put up with everyone at home.

Cousin(Having to put up with my brother's childish acts, Amanda's "black" face and their doings)

Cousin, I know you have tolerated alot. Also, Thanks behalf of everyone at home, for tolerating so much.

It doesn't feel nice from the start, I know it, even if you don't say it, I can feel it.

No matter what my brother told you before, I believe you still place everything in you.
I know you still feel hurt even having to accept his apologies time and time again but he doesn't change

because you're soft-hearted in the end. Although you might be feeling very angry now but

few months later, you still will "forget" about everything he has done in the past and treat him nice again.

I know how you feel but i'm sorry, I can't help you much in there, hope you're fine? Love you.

Thanks for doing so much for me. :')

Brother(Basicly, maturity)

I think stage of maturity says it all here. If only you can handle things in a more matured way,

things wouldn't have become so ugly. Can you remember how happy we were before you met this girl again?

You remember how six of us? You used to respect us more before you met this girl, you treat us better then.

But now, she's like overtaking everyone including parents, let alone me,wera and fidelia. I won't expect much from you now, I just hope you will at least respect them. Someone whose older than you, not only your parents.

You should know how much ahpingjiejie dote on us in the past. Did you even feel appreciative?

Did you even feel thankful/grateful towards what she has done for you even knowing that her cousin woudn't be treating her the same way as she did. But still, she still helps you whenever you needed help.

And, don't you think that being mom/dad's child, we are more than fortunate than the others?

We doesn't need to bother about anything, not even our handphone bills, expenses. Parents pays it all.
Aren't we fortunate enough?

Alright, How i wish you will be reading this but well . . .

Amanda

I got nothing to say, let's just bless your child and you for the moment in time?

Athough I don't very like the way you have caused so much trouble in my family.

Let's just hoped that you're not the one creating trouble behind us. Also, don't let me find out.

Sister

At least, don't follow your brother's steps, please. I really see you in walter's. (please don't )

I know that from young parents don't look after you, grandma/maid did. So everyone has somehow spoilt you. Also, sometimes, when you have to bear with all those scoldings because of other stuff, I feel so sorry for you. For e.g. Grandfather will scold you when he's in bad mood.

So does mommy/daddy/me/cousin/walter. I know you are feeling very lonely and always wanting people to play with you but no one does. Probably, age gap , I could say but sometimes, I will try my best to

accompany you although I always have the thoughts of not accompanying you because I have more things to do.

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Sigh, I do have feelings too. Although I don't show it to you people doesn't means I'm always fine.

I have my own personal problems to dealt with too.

Anyway, I just hope everything would work out, again, someday?
I will try my best to tolerate everything but there's always a limit to one's patience.

Hope everyone's fine? Cheers.

If only the stealing incident didn't happen, it wouldn't trigor so much problems and

I think I will be the happiest girl on earth now.

Miss these people.

2011-10-06T23:29:00.000+08:00

"Reminiscing"

I didn't have a good rest last night, five hours of sleep. It just kept me awake for one whole day.

I was supposed to study but I just couldn't pull myself up to do it.

Lazing around on my bed was what I did the whole day. I just wasted my time, yet again.

"It's time to get serious", that's what I always told myself but... it never happens.

~~SO WHAT'S LIFE NOW?~~

~~I hate staying at home whenever they are, their voices irritates me, their faces do too.~~

~~I can't tolerate all their childish act. I hate it when he smokes in the toilet. PLEASE be considerate.~~

~~I hate whining about you both cause it just makes me feel so disgusted.~~

Drained.

2011-10-06T03:26:00.002+08:00

"Live Life with laughter"

I'm feeling so tuckered recently, about every single thing.

Family, Friends, Studies.

After marriage yet you two are still behaving like a kid? Are you like kidding me?

Everyone thought that you guys will change after getting married but still, a leopard never changes its spots.

Everyone gave in, trying to make peace at home yet you are just creating troubles, one after the other.

Everyone has their own limits, once you go overboard, things will turn out very ugly, like how it is now.

I don't understand how daddy/mommy tolerate you guys but I can't although I didn't utter a single word.

Perhaps, one day, I will. You're always making things difficult for mom/dad, they have their work to deal with

yet you are always calling them to complain, pestering them, asking us to change this and that.
BUT HAVE YOU EVER TRIED GIVING IN AND UNDERSTAND THE PROBLEMS?

Or probably, you just don't understand a single thing? Or your brain is screwed wrongly?

On the Tuesday night when I received your message, I was like :"WHAT THE HELL".

The way you convey your message isn't what a 20 year old grown up should send yet..

Aren't you sick and tired of all those quarrels? Can't you just give people some peace?
You makes me doesn't feel like staying at home, knowing that coming back, mommy/daddy

will give a WEIRD face to us although their appearance might be nice or so but it's different?

It is really fake, I hate it. Why can't you TWO understands it! Cm'On! GET A LIFE.

Parents-Wannabe, is this how you are going to bring your child up with?

To have A bad attitude? To be a smoker? To be such an ingrate? To be so disrespectful? I can't imagine more.

I hope he/she won't turn out like either of you, at least better in character wise!

I hate you, both. So irritating. You ain't big bosses in the house.

I miss my friends a lot? Yes, I miss them but also, someone special?

We are fine but we hasn't been communicating much though.
Is any of us changing? Or things has changed? Or I changed?

Reflect upon myself, both changes but why is that so?

Are we bearing any grudges? I doubt so? I miss the way we used to chat, non-stop.
I miss the way we used to gossip, talked about just anything. . .

But now, we don't. I miss you, little girl. I miss you!

How fast can it be?

After so many weeks of doing assignments/projects/tests, Final exam is here again, next week. I'm feeling very drained now.

Can I cope with it till the end of next week? I just feel like taking a break. I do.

To all my classmates for showering all your care and concern towards me for the past two weeks. (Thankyou)
Also, Special thanks to Nicole, Harry, Naren and Leon for being there for me anytime, in school!

Nightmares, one after the other.

It's 3:25AM, I better get going. Bye people.

I miss my inner smiles.
I love taking a spin with my cousins and friend, I always feel very relieved and happy.

It's time to mug.

I miss you, yes I do, ALOT

2011-08-29T23:58:00.001+08:00

"Missing you more each day".

IMISSYOU,YES,I DO, I DO, I DO!

Things are hard here but i hope it can be solve. Yes, I know you can?

Private blogged. Bye.

Things that's happening at home is no longer controllable.

He's seriously getting out of hand. That's what I can say. Nothing more.
You're just a useless son/brother. I hate you. They are your parents, for goodness sake.
RESPECT, TREAT THEM NICE, THAT'S WHAT YOU SHOULD DO.

Wake up with all your nonsensical stuff, stop creating troubles.

CM'ON! GET A LIFE.

So free

2011-08-24T18:41:00.001+08:00

"It has been like this."

Dyed my hair again, thanks mom.

I helped my mom to dye her hair too! ._.

I ~~don't~~ MISS YOU

Great, I have been rotting at home since my holiday started except for the soccer workout yesterday.

There's another soccer workout tomorrow, again. It's fun and tiring.

I did household chores today(A tiny bit of it) >_< And i'm down with flu.

Alright, got to go. BYE!

Activities during the one week holiday!

2011-08-21T22:55:00.003+08:00

"It's a holiday!"

22.08.11 - ICA with Sindy.

23.08.11(BFF's 5Y6M) - Soccer with classmates at kallang.
24.08.11 - Stay home, rot. :')

25.08.11 - Soccer with classmates at kallang.
26.08.11- Stay home, rot. :')
27.08.11 - Night cycling with classmates (maybe)

I feel like going out though, people, ask me out. :')

I'm back from exams.

2011-08-21T22:54:00.000+08:00

"I believe in everything."

14 August 2011.

-Grandma's second year-

I miss you Grandma. Love always, Whitney.

"I didn't realize a single thing"

Exams over, It's holiday now! Exams still fine except for Accounts and English! I think I just screwed them up.

Life's great so far, Just feeling emotional this month! ><

Alright, it's time to enjoy for a week before school starts again and my BTT is postponed! ^happy^

Bye, I miss you, silly.

2011-08-08T22:26:00.002+08:00

"I WANNA RUN AWAY FROM HOME" (I would love to)

I don't wanna stay home recently although i love to go home cause it's the most peaceful thing ever.

But now, things has change. Everything became so dull again.

Well, AUGUST AIN'T A GOOD MONTH FOR ME THOUGH(roll eyes)

1.Examinations in such a short notice, just a week before, how to study?

2. Family kept having quarrels, fakers, Awww, how to bare with them.?

3.Things that are kept secret. (going mad)

4. I'm lost in some "wonderland" out there.

Alright, BYE!

S.h.o.c.k.i.n.g.l.y

2011-07-27T15:11:00.000+08:00

"Life is unpredictable".

I LOVE MY TEAM'2011. Whoosh, TEAM*

Playing with them was absolutely a different feeling.
WE ARE GOING FOR DINNER DATE ON 10 AUGUST? :'")

Nice Game EveryBody! *muacks*

One thing ,It's so shocking that I passed my consumer psychology's mid-term examination.
MORE TO COME._. I should just buck up on my accounting. (YEAH)

Aren't you supposed to be a grown up. You're going to handle a serious matter yet....
You're taking things so lightly like it's a child-play. Cm'on! GROW UP!
Don't treat daddy,mommy like your toy, taking it when you wants it.

BYE, I GOT TO RUN! Miss me, people.

I DON'T LIKE EXAMS )':

2011-07-20T13:56:00.000+08:00

"It shouldn't meant to be this way".

Yes, Right, probably I just don't belong here. I don't know what I want to do )':

Anyway, a very short notice from the lecturer saying that there's mid-term exam tomorrow.
It's like... WHAT THE HELL ): Gosh. H.E.L.P!

Things at home has finally died down, hopefully.
I just don't feel like interfering about their stuffs. It totally sucks.

Although i'm fine but I still need a breather. It just bothers me so much ):

Sometimes, I feel like giving up on everything.

I want go somewhere FAR from Singapore ._.
I want to go to a beach with clear blue sea, with nice breeze.
I just feel like relaxing. I think I can't be more than a loser.loser.loser? D:
DISLIKE HOW I FEELS LIKE RIGHT NOW ;(

Someone, MAKE ME LAUGH!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHH, TOTALLY SUCKS )': ~~FISH IT~~.

Lost.

2011-07-10T18:47:00.000+08:00

"Obsession"

It's all an illusion.

School reopened, still fine, it's still manageable accept for accounting.

So, i'm going to revise it now, again.

And I like my consumer psychology lecturer.AWESOME.

School tomorrow. BYE!

Everything is going to be as fine.

THINGS ARE GETTING OUT OF HAND,ISN'T IT?

2011-07-09T01:14:00.000+08:00

"GETTING OUT OF HANDS"

It's hard to find time out to blog nowadays. But well, I will try to.

"Things are getting out of hands". I just wish all these shit-ee stuffs will just blown away soon.

Sometimes, you makes me ponder why do I have such an elder brother?

I'm feeling heartbroken behalf of everyone for you, since young, we grew up together yet nothing changes in you.

Probably you changed, someone influenced you with some corrupted mindset.

I really can't help wondering why are you like this? Aren't our parents doing what they should as a parent?

Yes, they are but you never once feel grateful about it. Did you ever feel grateful towards anyone?

You lose all the respect I had for you inside. You're not matured enough.

STOP ALL YOUR CHILDISH MINDSET, It's freaking upsetting. kbye,all the best.

"Threatening people isn't the best way to get all your rights."

It just shows how you're going to fall back down anytime,again.

Maybe you get it for the first few times BUT you won't get it forever.

"Vans off the wall".

I bought my baby home at 69$.

"First day of school, bread from sister"

Thanks little girl.

"Trying to attempt, Once or twice or thrice, hopefully it just makes things right."

-STUBBORN-NAIVEEE-

(Music bring us back to our weaker-self)\

Yes, people do have DIFFERENT INTERPRETATION and THINKINGS.

Just don't make me pissed off, I will go insane, don't make me avoid anything.

Got to go, Goodnight.

not my day.

2011-06-30T01:38:00.001+08:00

"Today's not my day."

Although it was a little late now, THANKS EVERYONE FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY WISHES.

(to be continue someday)

I've neglected my blog for twenty odd days. I wasn't free, was away for exams. D':

Exams was okay except for the fact that I'm going to flunk my english test ):

I'm here today because I feel like ranting somewhere and I guess this is the best place to do it.

Things ain't going well for me today, it really sucks.

It's my holiday week but I couldn't really sleep well everyday. I feel so tired but I just couldn't sleep.

I will wake up after afew hours, isn't that bad.(Y) Today, I got a bad nightmare which really scares me.

I woke up and go over to my parents room and cried there while i'm the phone with wan ting.

For once, I thought it's only a nightmare but for the whole of today is like a real nightmare to me.

I lost my iphone, i'm such a dumbass for misplacing my phone. It's my duty to look after my phone but I didn't.

Afterwhich, everything doesn't goes smoothly for me the whole of today.

See how unlucky I am today. "JUST MY LUCK".

What did I do to deserve all this shit. ~~FML~~

SERIOUSLY, all these sucks. FISH OFF, hate you! ):

BE RIGHT BACK SOON.

Happy that out of 4 matches in Milo cup, we pulled through our third match today too.

I hoped the next match, we can do the same thing, to win the next game. I love them girls.

Goodnight.

Tomorrow will be a better day.

I WILL BE BACK.

2011-06-10T01:44:00.000+08:00

"D.R.A.I.N.E.D."

I will be back soon. BYE.

I'm exhausted right now, turning in soon. Nights.

Meeting Nicole later for breakfast at Mcdonalds and to complete our presentation.
Meeting wan ting after my school ends.
There's english test later ):

"text me"

Missy.

Tired.

2011-06-04T16:31:00.000+08:00

"It only takes a few seconds/minutes to destroy everything but .. a period of time to build it up."

I'M SO EXHAUSTED RIGHT NOW.

Dinner later with family.BYE for now!

Weekend

2011-06-03T10:39:00.000+08:00

"Homework".

I'm kind of worn-out this week, there's so many things to do.

Study
Homework
Exam

It seems there's only a couple of things to do but I just spent long hours studying. It kills me.

A little unsatisfied with my exams this week ): I thought I would fail my differentiation test but I made it through.

ONLY if I didn't have that exam-stress, I tried the paper again after handing in my papers,

I know the way to do it, it's so depressing la. >Hmpf<

AND, I didnt manage to finish my Managing People test, I wonder how did I fair ):

School's fine, absolutely :')

Thanks Fidelia,Nicole,Vicky,Lionel for lending me your Iphone4 to camwhore.

Sorry that I sort of spammed. I couldn't even imagine how I took that many of photographs.

"Taking photographs isn't an exception for me" (familiar?) ^ That's Me ^

Enough of school.

I caught Insidious last night with love-lys.

I watched insidious to scare myself. It's quite a nice show.

I don't know why am I awake at such hour when I'm supposed to be sleeping till like 12noon.

~~Love doesn't struck me.~~

Pizza tonight,Vivo
Morning training tomorrow
Celebration tomorrow with family
Kept in the dark celebration(tuesday after 4 pm with clan)
I didn't know what to do on Tuesday although it's my birthday so they're helping me.(Thanks)

"I got no idea what to do this year during my birthday". ):

I have no school that day and I think I'll be rotting until 4pm ):
_SAD_LIFE_

BYE!

Depressed

2011-05-31T22:25:00.000+08:00

"you doesn't know how much it hurts".

I ponder so much these few days. Those flashbacks came back to me.

Those happy/sad moments, it came back. I don't like those feelings. ):

It's just telling me that I still belongs to nowhere. Oh god, Just what's wrong with me these days!
I just need that smile.

I met this old lady on the bus, she talked to me.She's pretty old already but she's taking a bus home.

She told me she went to visit a doctor due to the pains she's having.

And, she applied this medication oil and it smells like my grandmother. My tears just welled up in my eyes.

I took the differentiation test today, the moment I got the paper I looked at the questions.

But I just went blank so I attempt it without putting much efforts in it.
I knew what to do after I submitted the paper. HOW BAD can it get.
I just feel so demoralized.

I'M JUST WEAK.

Whatsmore, there's a long way to go.

~~I miss you.~~

Happy eighteen birthday wanting'sis.

2011-05-30T00:09:00.000+08:00

"Every year we grow".

Hello, sister. I owe you a post.

You're finally eighteen, actually I've wrote whatever I wanted to tell you in the long-card.

I hope you like what I've given you? Time flies and now I know that we've known each other for 5 long years.

And we have never been separated. Please remember that I'm always here for you to turn to.

If you still treat me as your listening ear/everything. I know we hasn't been catching up with one another. ):

I miss you real lots la. ): Sigh* Oh, but things are getting better recently.

I hoped you had a fruitful eighteenth birthday instead of the one you think of. (Staying at home)

Study hard in polytechnic? :] sorry that I can't join you guys in any of the poly(s).

I hope you are doing fine, don't get too stress up okay.

I really couldn't imagine it's five years.

Takecare sis, I love you.

"I couldn't bear to leave was the memories we once shared".

It's just so great.

Hello, lovely-cheeks.

We should go out soon. For those who are taking N/O level, please study hard.

Those in poly(s), study hard as well. I want to see you people somewhere down the road:')
I miss you guys so much even though we met so many times but those memories wasn't a play.

Love,whitney.

I enjoyed myself with you people during dinner and movie.

(KUNGFU-PANDA 2 on the 26may2011)

I got to go, my brother wants to use the laptop):
Goodnight!

New and Fresh.

2011-05-28T23:33:00.000+08:00

"I love who I am, and what I am, now."

'Satisfied as much'.

I've been so obsessed over short hair and I finally..

This is the second time, letting my hair growing for like six long years and I went to cut my hair.

The very first time I had my long hair cut off was before I enter my pre-school, and

this will be the second time that I'm going to live with my short hair.

I kind of miss it but I'm fine with my hair now.

I feel happier than before, I don't know why? Everything's cool.

I've been delayed almost every time whenever I uses the laptop.
I'm going off now. BYE,love.

Night training and brother

2011-05-25T09:32:00.000+08:00

"is that the trust you have in me and your friends?"

I remember the very first time I attended night training.

I doesn't feel comfortable during training as compared to the previous months.

The feeling is back. I don't feel like going for trainings in the night again.

I can be as neutral as you want me to be but you doesn't show me those.

Since you have so little trust in me/, having the thought of US, and talking behind about it.

I'm telling you now, I'm not very happy(不爽）。

Just imagine I'm very close with you and that's what I think of you.

Oh well, "feeling great"?

I'm sorry for being so straight and sarcastic and truthful~

----------------------------------------------

I hate my brother's decision. I guess as much, he gone back to that GIRL!

A girl whose character is bad.

I don't understand why did he choose to go back to her when he has already try to shove her off.

One: He, being in love with her deeply.

Two: He's not awake yet.

If I can, I would break them up!

I guess I have never seen my brother for days!

I think he has just gone over to her house and sleepover instead of saying this to my parents. "I have guard duty"??

How can you be having guard duty everyday?

Sometimes, I wonder if you still remember us as your family?;(

When I came back these few days, you are nowhere to be seen.

I remember feeling so uneasy as in kept thinking "has anything happen to my brother?" but now I think I doesn't need to?

Also, having to know that from my cousin saying you know the girl who confronted me, I wonder if you really did ask about 'WHY'(?)

I asked my friends about it, their reply was 'yes, i will ask.'

So you, as my brother, I reall wonder or have you forgotten that I'm your sister ever since the first incident with the GIRL.

I'm always thinking about "六请不任！＂ Is it an impact or a fear? Oh well, I really don't know!

Decision-making

2011-05-21T01:56:00.000+08:00

"Your smile could do everything".

I will be "working" on Sunday.
I will be getting my haircut next Friday(27may2011)My mom will be accompanying me to the haircut! Hopefully, I won't take back what I said as I'm not really prepared of having to cut my hair SHORTer.

School was pretty much fine. I enjoyed myself in the PAL classes.

With them entertaining me, I have a great day there.

Sadly, Ronald is leaving on Friday which is today. ):

Farewell, you're a great lecturer ever since the day you taught us.

Have a great year ahead of you.

Alright, it's 1:52AM now but I'm going to watch my show before i turn in.
So, Bye.

"Doesn't care makes me even more crazier when I thought I won't !"

-STUBBORN.NAIVEEE-

Glee

2011-05-18T22:12:00.000+08:00

"Every single promise made."

I have been watching Glee lately! ><

I dread going to night training after two weeks. I'm so "~~tired~~".

No, i'm not, obviously. *laughs* There's joke.

I can't be more than sarcastic if you want me to. Shut it before I blew my top over you.

I have got so much things to say whenever I feel so lazy to blog but whenever I'm here, my mind just shut me off.

So, BYE!

Missing someone isn't wrong.

I think I am going to get my hair cut soon, If I bear to cut it. :/

AHHHH.. Freak my life now.HATE so many things.
If i'm no longer important,tell me. It's not supposed to be this way either. GDI*

2011-05-17T14:40:00.000+08:00

"That's my NAME".

[Gonna re-edit' my name again, it looks weird, absolutely]

I"ll come back here again. Bye for now.

Stay happy from today onwards,brother

2011-05-12T23:54:00.000+08:00

"I don't want to see you in pain, stay happy, Bro".

I don't know why I feel kind of heartache? Is it because my brother who are feeling upset?

I really don't know ): Bro, Pull yourself together again, "once bitten twice shy".

Don't get affected by what she said to you, she have pack of lies awaiting for her.

Since you've already decided to return every single things back to her which means you are ready to let it go.

Am I right? I know how you feel when you found out your girlfriend actually shop theft, it doesn't feels good at all.

But now that you know her true colors, you broke up with her straight,
I wonder why didn't you see it when she was staying at our house.

And she merely cause our brother-sister relationship to turn sour. She ruin our kinship, once.

Now that she has left for good, I'm happy. I would rather you to be single till you found someone who is much better than her.

It's not that I don't support you to be with her, she doesn't have good personality, you know that.
She is not compatible for you. SHE'S NOT! She is just a girl who always wanted all the attention from you!

Take the monopoly incident for example, she got angry with you for not accompanying her just because you played monopoly with me and my friends?

Worst of all, she's angry with you for not being by her side when you're actually studying?

SHE doesn't show you her support yet she's "blaming" you for everything.

I guess it's enough of her?

I don't know if you threw up over a soya bean milk or you're feeling sad or you've broken down.

I just want you to know that we're always here for you to talk to.

For now, bring yourself together, study hard for your diploma course.

"Don't feel sad for somebody who doesn't appreciate you."

I know memories are bound to come but you just have to bear with them till you totally get over it.

All the best, bro. I love you. :]

I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU FEEL SAD CAUSE I FEELS SAD FOR YOU TOO.
"SMILE, it's all it takes".

(MEMORIES POST- TO BE DELAYED,AGAIN)

2011-05-11T21:14:00.000+08:00

"We can't bring back the past". That's the fact.

I hoped it's going to be a short post before I go and take my shower.

WELL, I went over to my grandparents' place today and had my dinner there.

The moment I got down the bus, I felt someone's missing. I feel like I'm missing someone deep down.(Grandmother)

I offered her incense.

When I was having my dinner, my grandpa came over to the dinning table to 'whine' to my parents,

with him banging on the table. *PAM-PAM-PAM*

It just reminds me of how he shouted so loudly at grandmother . . .

He said he feels heartache to see that his daughters/sons are not visiting him.

He said with his eyes welled up, I saw and dare not speak but listen.

I felt his loneliness at that moment, I do. I feels that he's less 'fortunate' as compared to my grandmother.

So, Do you think that if my grandmother was still on earth, is the house going to be so EMPTY, no, it's not going to be.

The whole house seems to fill up with darkness, it's so quiet. Seeing him alone, i feels my heart,aching.

Don't be sad over something that it's not worth.

[AND, My grandpa taught me how to operate the lift] - haha - I knew how to :x

(Post to be delayed) BYE! :]

I feel like shopping.

2011-05-10T01:24:00.000+08:00

"Nothing's gonna bring me down, not even .."

I FEEL LIKE SHOPPING ><

I WANT TO GET SO MANY THINGS AT ONE GO.

THINGS I WANT TO GET:
#Jumper

#Dress

#Skirt

#Shorts

#Naraya Bag

This will be all, currently. There's more but I couldn't think of it now.

My brain is shutting down. BYE! Tomorrow's school, AWESOME(Y).

[I'm going crazy here thinking about shopping while everyone is sleeping.]

Next post : MEMORIES!

Life hasn't been great

2011-05-07T02:39:00.000+08:00

"What's up with life?"

If only, I owns a pet dog as that is what I've been wanting to own/have!

I am going to buy/adopt a dog next time when I start my career or when I owns an apartment :]

Well, life hasn't been great for me?

I think things are getting out of hands, I feel everything is falling apart.

I have been having bad dreams, night mares, dreams. None of it was good.

I have also been having sleepless nights )x Am I thinking too much?
I just want peace.

...

I once thought English wasn't everything that I should be knowing as long as I can read/talk.

But now, I know the importance of English, is to communicate with /understand people.

I'm sorry that I took my secondary school lessons for granted. Instead of knowing/learning,

I merely just shut myself off in the class. :O Now, you won't find me closing my ears,

I guess I will be absorbing as much as I can!

I hope it's never too late , NO , "It will never be too late".

...

OH YEAH, the thought of giving up on basketball has once came into my mind.

What kind of reasons are behind it? Probably, I'm just feeling bored and i'm suck at it?

"Basketball doesn't get you anywhere", I'm always hearing people telling this to me.
But I wouldn't care much. Cause I have a passion in it and that's me.

But well, time will show me how dumb I am right?

....

There's nothing much I can comment about, right?

I miss you, No, I don't.

I miss you, No, I mustn't be.

I miss you, No, I can't.

I miss you, Not (:

Third Day

2011-05-01T22:54:00.000+08:00

"Everything will accumulate".

It's been days since we contact.

Things just happened.

I can't believe that I've actually stayed single for five months!

I'm going to be insane soon if I stay home any longer.

Can any kind souls bring me out :x

Awesome.

2011-05-01T22:06:00.000+08:00

"Awesome day, with awesome people".

P.h.o.t.o.S

We merely reminisce our past times when we are still in our Pre-School.
I miss that much. You guys are still as gentlemen as in the past.

I'm thinking why can't we be like right now but we're in our pre-school? :]

Takecare,guys! We shall meet during our holidays again okay.

BYE.

It's all about me.

2011-04-29T18:28:00.000+08:00

"Hundred Ideas Before They Hit One".

Letter Thirty, My very last letter.

Your(MY) reflection in the mirror

When I look myself in the mirror . . . I felt that I've changed so much.

Besides me having short curl hair, I have long straight hair now.

Besides me having black straight hair, my hair color now is brown.

Being once the little short girl in her kindergarten uniform, pre-school uniform, secondary school uniform,

I have now grown a little taller and now wearing home clothes to school. That's a pretty troublesome things to do every morning, :"Choosing and matching of clothes".

And of course, besides studying in a government school that I once used to, I'm now studying in the private.

But that has never crossed my mind, only after I got back my O'level results and choices for me was limited.

I have good courses in ITE but not in Polytechnics. There's no one to blame but myself.

Or probably, private would be a better route for me? I'm not sure, but till now it's fine. :]

I made many friends in my life, there are always bad(character) and good ones.
Although some are bad(character), they still show their care and concerns towards me which I do feel it.

They can be bad but their heart ain't really that cruel as you think they were.

"Friends is someone who doesn't leave you when you needed them by your side".

They will never leave you alone when you're down,

They will never lead you to an alley where there is no one there to guide you along,

they will never show you the wrong way, if it is, it is always because of influences that has been put in oneself.

I believe no one is born to be bad, in a sense that everyone changes as they grow.

I have many good friends though. They are the ones who always stood by me when I fall,

cheer me up when i'm sad. They are the one who taught me what are friends for.

But also the one who can hurt me deep down when things started to get different.

But still, thanks them all. I cherished our friendships till the end.

"No matter where you guys went, and what have become of you, we are the ones who stood by one another,ONCE."♥

Slowly, my attitude and my point of views changes through everything that I've been through...

Everything that I've been taught at home or outside of house, these are things which made me grow and not being that insensible little kid back then.
I remember how I fought back for my 'rights' when it's wrong, and my wrong for my 'rights' that I want.

I know whenever I made mistakes there is always someone who is there to scold and nag at me.

When I'm young, it's my parents who taught me all the right values.

When I got older, it's my cousin who taught me more values in life.

They are the ones who make sure that I'm always in the right path of my life that is going on,now.

"Everyone plays a different part in my life, including myself".

"Relationships" is having someone you love/trust.

I think there isn't a need for me to fall in love right now, it's good to be how it is right now, isn't it?

Everything seems to be so relaxing right now. It can never hurt me like how I doesn't want it to be.

It can never bring me down although I might feel sad at times but it will never be compared to how hurtful it actually felts like.

I know I hurt innocent ones before but knowing what they did in the 'dark', after which, it just doesn't feels right at all.

There are some reasons for not having a boyfriend in life, they doesn't understands as much as compared to what you want, aye?

"Couples breaking up recently, CHEER UP". :']

Well, stay happy, everybody.

"Only be with someone who is truthful, are you?"

其实，一切不是那么简单。

即使我有多么的不开心，您了解吗？

对不起，

我还是一样倔强，那就是我。

生活往往就是那么。。

"I am number Four", done.

2011-04-27T02:25:00.000+08:00

"When things starts to get worse, It will only worsen it..."

Black-Brown-Hair

It's 2:01am, I should be in the bed rolling but I have an urge to blog so I came by :]

I wanted to blog before I finish reading "I AM NUMBER FOUR", but it just get too exciting which made me continue reading it.

It's a pity that Sarah couldn't go with number four as no.4 doesn't want to bring harm to her,

Also with six and bernie kosar injured, and Henri's dead ):

It's a nice story though, at the same time , i'm feeling touched and sad. O:

..
..

Well, time to come, I knew this would happen. There's not enough people so we're not sending any teams in.

Yes, I guess as much. But, true enough without enough people to "fight" on court, it's rather tiring.

But I guess it would be hard to find a team where everyone seems to get along well now,

supporting one another during trainings when coach 'torture' us,

or 'outings', when not many outside teams will have? As what I saw, some are bound to be left out.
But here, it's different, they will bring everyone together, and teaching you when you made any mistakes, etc.

Well, I don't know :O But I just find it a pity. All the best,Girls :]

..
..

Letter Twenty-nine(B) -"REMINISCING THE PAST,good or bad?"
It's neither good nor bad. But..

When I was on the train/bus these few weeks or days..

I would reminisce every good times I had with my friends/ex.

There's one thing that came to my mind was, how is my best friend really coping in her life?

Is she really doing well? Of course, I hope she is. . .

I know we will never change the status of "best friend" in each of ours' "dictionary".

But I know time has changes us. We are no longer as close, which I miss it since we've graduated.
Seriously, I miss her hell lots. I miss those days when I can talk to her everyday, be it on the phone or in school.

If I feel sad, I will call/text her, she will just ring up my phone and hear me cry at times.

If not I will drag her to the toilet, and she will give me a warmth bear hug and leaving tears on her blouse/PE.

Someone, Tell her I miss her that much. And just hope that things would be better between us?

I miss you, dear girl. I hoped your doing fine in your class alright. Do takecare, Love. :']

I've yet so much to say but I couldn't find a time to.

It's bed time now. Bye..

I will miss trainings. :']

got my hair dye-d

2011-04-25T14:32:00.000+08:00

"Once separated, there's always a new life/purpose/happiness."

First thing first, I got to thank my parents for the XBOX360 *kinect*.
They got it for me as my birthday present, and it's an advanced birthday present of mine.
I enjoyed watching them play especially my dad, it's super hilarious. No one dare to laugh as loudly as I did.
Oopsz! Thanks parents , Both are irreplaceable. With Love, Whitney!

Another surprise came in before XBOX, My cousin bought me this little clips/penguin tape/hairclip-box.
I wanted to get the clip-box like weeks ago, but i didn't manage to find.
Thanks cousi for all these little stuffs, Love you la :_)
Your exams are drawing very near, please study hard for both sociology and accounts.
Clear it once and for all and focus after your papers. :] Jiayous okay.

Thanks mommy for helping me with my hair <3!

Bubbly-bubbles :'O

I went to IMM with my parents yesterday, and bought games/dye and a calculator.
And also, headed over to my grandfather's place to visit him, and offer incense to my grandmother.
And back home watching STAR-AWARDS. A pity that DaiYangTian didn't get. But still, i like him :')

Got to go soon, i wanna go take a shower, study for a little while before heading out for training.
THE WEATHER IS SO HOT that I'M ACTUALLY STILL PERSPIRING UNDER THE FAN.
Awesome much.

Letter Twenty-Nine
[ The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to]
There's nothing to be afraid of telling when you really wish to, isn't it?
It's just the matter of courage I have in myself. But I'm just afraid of telling it. ;O
Or probably, you doesn't wish the other party to know/feel/hurt as much.
But just, I hope everyone to be happy. :'']

The weather is killing me!

2011-04-23T14:35:00.000+08:00

"The weather is killing me!"

THE WEATHER IS KILLING ME! ):

Good Friday

2011-04-22T14:49:00.000+08:00

"Things I'll never say is things that I wanna say".

I'm getting old, look how heavy my eye-bag is. O:
I've got nothing to do during my holidays, how bad? ):

I'm really bored right now.

I miss my friends, so much.

I wonder why things couldn't stay lively/happening like it always do.

Back at 23:45pm. A short post before I take my shower.

Anyway, balling with them makes my mood change. I played without pressure but fun.

Thanks people.

Sometimes, I wonder.. "why things just can't be the way it used to be?"

I know everyone changes, But.. just not to the extent of changed.

It's quite heartening to see friends drifting away. I don't understand. Seriously, I don't.

Or probably, what you think/need isn't what I think or needed. Well, that doesn't matter.

Just, I miss you people(!)

One thing, I think I've become quite hot-temper recently :O

Is it because of the environment/surroundings? Or people just doesn't understand me?

Or rather, I don't understand them. I really ponders...

Maybe, I just don't need all these, normal friends would be better.

I don't have any personal listening-ear as compared to the last time.

Someone whom I can fully give trust of.

When I find out people actually telling tales behind or saying it out to another.

Someone whom I can confide to, at anytime.

Even any of my closest, I doubt so, right now.

Seriously, I can't understand my feelings.

"Indescribable"

I treasure the best moments when I was with everyone<3!

I felt that I've just somehow 'wrote' what it's been like.

Everyone, changes&changed.

It's quite a long post. BYE!

It's 'term-break'

2011-04-22T00:37:00.001+08:00

"All time low".

MY PEN IS AWESOME BUT I'M NOT , BY NICOLE.

Basically, I went to school for nothing except for statistics lectures/tutorial which kill my brain cells so much O:

And the best part was giving feedback to the Dean O:

She wants us to give feedbacks about the English lecturer, so we did. But.. we felt guilty after going back to class.

A girl(Anissa) joined me and Nicole on Tuesday, and we basically click along very well, it's probably around the same age.

*Thank god, these people are nice*, anyway, we're going to miss the Korean friends as they are going to a different course as we do.

After balling, I jogged home together with lionel,Jianhao,Faye.

THEY SAID I'M SHORT :") Yeah, I am!

It's 'last' day of school today and I will be having my 11 days of holidays instead of 10.

There will be a replacement of holiday. How great.

But, I think I'm going to use the holidays to practice/play/sleep. :]
I'll be back soon, miss me.

Don't you do so? :O

I'm so tired right now, Goodnight!

PHOTOS

2011-04-20T20:17:00.000+08:00

"When life isn't great, make it better than it's great".

PHOTO(S)

On a Tuesday late evening, I went over to Batok to meet Eunice and Jiekai after my school.

So, we went over to jiekai's house for dinner.

When I'm going out of the house gate,

this is what I got now on my thigh after banging onto it! >< Blue-Black.

We went over to Flyer to fetch Sharon/Ruiying?

& HOMED.

Once again, FAMILY. I love them.

Tomorrow's last day of school to my one week holiday.

But it's also sad to know that my friends are all schooling while i'm having my holidays!

Which means I've got to stay home and rot like a crazy girl for 10 days and I think that's so impossible!

2011-04-20T10:48:00.000+08:00

"School"

I'm so bored right now :]

I'm going to school soon :O

With

Sleepy

Head/Mind :P

Am crazy. Am bored. Am silly. Am random. Am mad ;X

Got to go. BYE-BYE

Depressed

2011-04-19T00:26:00.000+08:00

"Depress over small things, what about bigger problems, MENTALLY-tired".

I have been wanting to blog this few days but I couldn't find a time to. ):

Not even now. I have to go get my sufficient sleep. If not I will be totally worn-out someday ):

I'm tired, I guess, mentally kind.

Well, I de-proved alot )':

Sometimes, it just makes me think through what I want.

But it always ended up so stupid. I knew I won't give up but still, I gave it a second thought.

A-maths is killing me. ) : I couldn't solve many problems when it's so simple.

I really wanted to give up just now when i'm in my class, staring into space.

And something came into my mind :"No one is a genius in everything, whats more it's my first day learning".

I learnt three unknown chapters in a day, it's hard to absorb but i'm willing to learn and try.

Thanks Nicole for teaching me in a simpler way, when I really got so stuck at it :[)

I'm so going to finish all the practice/exercises in the book/worksheet.*Promised*

I'm turning in right now. Goodnight,people.

Time to get things done!

There's more for me to talk about but I've no time for everything. I will do it another day instead.

Things are not going to be same,anymore. I hoped that some sense have been knocking into him.

And, one day, he might just says :"Get lost, Go away! The sight of you makes me puke!"

BIRTHDAYS

2011-04-18T23:53:00.000+08:00

"Treasure whats important in life, know it yourself."

During one of the days in school, LEON bought tarts for us!

So, Thank you, Leon.

15.04.11

HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY,MR.

Hey you, Happy birthday.

I wish you all the best in everything you do alright.

School's reopening soon(monday), study hard and make your parents proud.
Thanks for being there for me,like always. ;') "BROTHERS AH"

Study hard in your year two? Takecare, stay happy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,LIL NAUGHTY!

Hey, little naughty. Happy birthday to you alright?

Please be a good girl. And study hard. Don't play truant in class.

Don't be a little naughty at home/outside alright.

Please takecare and be good. Love you still, even when you're so notorious!

SHENG RI KUAI LE.

I hoped you enjoyed yourself with presents and cakes.

I met her after a month or so, pathetic much? ):

Sister, I hope you're doing fine, of course.

No matter what happens, you're feel free to call me up at _____ , anytime alright.

I don't mind listening to you whine/cry/laugh, etc.

One thing :" every decision you made, I hope you will be happy alright?"
Takecare, Love you. We shall meet soon.

music brings my mood down,down,down!

2011-04-13T20:00:00.000+08:00

"Music says it all".

Management lectures was great, so great although it's boring. But.. I love it!

I don't know why I have been feeling likewise. I will feel super exhausted after school )':

And, just wants to get home immediately. Once I'm home, I will fine.

Alright, I'm going to rewrite some notes? BYE !

Back at 11:11pm. I wish __________________ ...
I'm lying on my bed now, listening to music and it's like, well.. I don't know.

I will do my remaining two letters tomorrow?

Goodnight.

I MISS SO MANY OF YOU ):

2011-04-12T22:00:00.000+08:00

"There's no point dwelling on something that you doesn't like".

Before lesson starts, I was on the phone with ms.ko, I hoped she's doing fine alright.
And, Cheer up :') I miss you!

I got so bored in class today. TUESDAY LECTURES IS THE MOST BORING LESSON I'VE EVER HAD IN MY LIFE ):

I fell asleep while she talks,

I was "doodling" while she is talking,

She allow us to do "EDITING" more than half an hour,

She allow us for early breaks/lunch,

She allow us to use phone in her class,
She allow us to sleep

Until Dean,Sandra came in.

We were held back for lunch O:

Todays' Schools' A Bore, that's the first time in my life that I find lessons boring.

Anyway, I will not talk about it. It's just boring.

"Some things are just not meant to be said / told".

I have so much to say but my mind went blank right now.

I hated myself at times ):

And I feels tired.

Goodnight.

Everything

2011-04-10T16:25:00.000+08:00

"It takes time for me to think likewise right now".

SCHOOL:

I went to school with my cousi whenever she have school on wednesday,thursday and friday!

We wore couple-tee to school that day. Her first time wearing the same shirt as others.
So, I must feel honored? Girlfriend? Yes? *HAHA* You have less than 4 weeks for preparation.

Stop monopoly-ing/slacking/lazing, STUDY! All the best kay! Goodluck And Of course, have sufficient sleep!

In class:

When I was killing some boredom in class listening to a English lecturer?

My bag and his little friend. *Crazy*

After school over at my place :']

WHAT A TEDIOUS STATISTIC QUESTION I'VE GOT HERE!

It's almost two pages for a question, can you just imagine?

Before it started pouring.

Pardon me for all these photos, I love taking photos!

School has started for like two weeks. Things goes well in school currently, still able to cope.

But who knows after four weeks of fundamental, what would it be like? But still, I'll try my best in all.

Also, taking time to adapt to how school's gonna be like right now. Friends were all as friendly as I thought.

Life wasn't great this week, having to feel so emotional and meeting some small little girl in public.

Which I could never had expected. That ain't cool, I did some recall.

I feel like i'm an idiot having to be bothered by this small girl at the point in time,

feeling so furious and wanted to get back but there's no point dealing with someone who makes things difficult for you and lowering my standard to yours. It's such a small kid-stuff, isn't it?

It also takes time settling every single thing. Why must I be the one playing along with you?
I'm not going to be the one. Dumb. Alright. Move on.

Watched the "Critters" with my parents and sister.

They are so adorable and disgusting at the same time.

Oh yeah, MONDAY BLUES.

~~Letter Twenty-fifth~~

~~The person you know that is going through the worst of times:~~

I'm not sure who is it. But I just hopes everyone is doing well.

~~Letter Twenty-sixth~~

~~The last person you made a pinky promise to~~

I've forgotten who and what I pinky promised. That's bad.

Letter Twenty-seven

There are a few friendliest people I've met this year. They are my classmates now.

They are really funny and also a good disturbance during break intervals.

But whenever our lectures starts, everyone will be on-task.

Or probably this is a private school therefore things are not as similar as compared to government school.

Backslide a little, i DO miss my classmates,schoolmates,teammates,ballmates )':

It was so much better than now, like seriously. I miss you ALL.

They are nice people and helpful in their ways. Just let's hope things will be the same throughout?

Letter Twenty-Eight

Can I change to something instead of someone that changed my life or both.

Something that happens changes my life:

First- I guess is some relationship problem that matters.

No, I won't blame anyone for changing my life but there's only myself to blame.

It sounded contradicting to me now, but I enjoyed those outings cause i'm always freed from stress.

And of course, I somehow gave up in studying until my preliminary exams really gave me a shock butI realized it was all too late.

Well, at the least, I still did tried my best till the end of O's.

Secondly- My devastating results that I've got after my O's but it was much better than my preliminary exams.

When I got back my results, sad/regret/angry/alone is how I felt.

I feel sad/angry was because I let so many people down.

Regret being not studying hard enough way before my mid-year examinations and my preliminary exams.

If not I won't be in the state of having such a 'nice' results.

I felt alone when I cried, I felt that everyones giving up on me even my closest.
But i was wrong, they still gave me their support especially my family and also, you.

It kind of changes my point of view in everything after my secondary school days.

Thirdly- There's a few people who really changes my life and allowing me to become what i am now.

They guided me and taught me many things along the way. I picked up new things from them.

Also, got to thank my cousin for nagging at me for being so untidy at times.
And now, I packed my things whenever I feel it was messy. I hoped this maintain.

There's more but I think I should stop here.

(If there's a time to come)
"Grateful to have people who offers their help to people in need of their help".

Thankyou!

GET A LIFE, LITTLE KID

2011-04-06T01:08:00.000+08:00

"Little Girl, It's 2000+ century now, GET A LIFE."

I'm supposed to be sleeping instead of doing my posting here.

School is fine. Everything is still flowing smoothly.

Hey little girl or do I call it little "hooligan" or shall I call it innocent little girl. (GDI)

So, people still do confrontations now in public?

I felt so embarrassed having to quarrel with such a person like you.

When I finish replying your first sentence, I felt like I drop my standard to what you are.

I will never forget this day as it's my first time being confronted by a gangster-wannabe.

Get the facts right before confronting before losing out.

I'm walking straight, I should look forward. She claims I'm staring at her all the way till she's up on the bus.

Ended up, her "boyfriend"/friend came down the bus and confronted my guy friend when it's none of his business.

"What do you all want, 'shouted' the girl".
She asked me why am I staring at her all the way since just now,
I was like, who the hell are you that I must look at when you're not pretty nor handsome.

How do you know that I was looking at you when you're not even looking at me? Right? Make sense?

And, I didn't even LOOK at you.

And let's clarify a thing, you doesn't have a D--K for me to look at.

You ruined my day.

Try to get a life, alright.

Be wise/smart and sensible.

Not violence.

I'm so tired.

I need my bed.
Tomorrow's school at 11:30AM.

Goodnight.

So, This is how it feels when someone confronted you in public just like that.

I felt so excited/amazed/calm/panic/scary/funny/cool/LAME.

BAD FLU DAY!

2011-04-03T23:14:00.000+08:00

"I felt so pressurize whenever I have something that I need to make up my mind."

I DISLIKE THE FEELING.

I'm put to a question that is..

But I just couldn't have the answer.. )':

Having so much things on my head is never too good,

things were great so far except for my little sister.

I felt so heart-aching whenever I see her cry,

as she never acts like she's seven.

She used tapes/belt to "tie" herself up,

She uses her head to bang against the wall,

She cries for what she wants,

She always retaliate, WHY.

My little sister, you're seven.

I hoped that things are just going well for you.

If you're feeling stress or if there's any competitiveness in school, tell us?

We'll try and help.

Please be a good girl alright.

Please bless her.

It's so unfortunate to have the same ~~kiddo~~ shirt as you.

PLEASE DO NOT TAKE THE WRONG SHIRT,

I'm wearing X-tra- Large , You're wearing M .

One question: Did you take my FBT(S), with the tag cut off and taking out the string.

Gastric?Cramps? )':

There's school tomorrow, I need to sleep right now.

Tomb sweeping!

2011-04-02T18:20:00.000+08:00

"Time is the medicine"

I had insomnia last night, I just couldn't get to sleep no matter how I twist/turn and move. ):

I fall asleep around three in the morning and woke up at six in the dawn.
I showered and prepared myself, had breakfast over at Tiong Bahru Market together with my family.

We met my uncles/aunties/cousins at the cemetery place, and we prayed.

I had a short chats with them, it's kind of nice. And my younger cousins are now TALLER than me! ><

Looking at the small photo up at the "tomb" ,

it reminds me of how grandma was still alive before she was placed there, alone.

But with the companion of uncle and great grandmother/father.

On friday night, after buying Yakult, it also reminded me that my grandmother always called for Yakult delivery.

And, WE, as the kids, drinks it up. Well, I miss you, AH MA! Takecare. Love you, like always. Whitney ;')

Also, went over to another cemetery side to pray my mommy side grandfather.

Although I don't get to see you in my real life, but still, Love you! :)

Alright, after which, we went over to toa payoh to drop them off.

While we went over to the mall and I bought some stuffs!

I bought a IPHONE monkey cover ; Thanks mommy!

I got myself T-shirts! Thanks to my mommy and my aunt!

This is a STAR shirt, obviously, :"HEY, DO YOU WANT IT?"
I dare you to take my shirt again and chip off the tag! (Loser)

This little chocolate bought back by TAN YAN TING!

I'm going to cook rice for dinner, and rest for a little while and have my dinner.
Before I sleep tonight, I shall try do the homework. Goodbye! Miss me, people!

Mood-less

2011-03-31T22:42:00.000+08:00

"I'M SUPER DOWN RIGHT NOW BUT STILL, SMILE IS THE BEST WAY TO STAY FINE"

WHY?

HOW to?CAN?

I'm tired, Goodnight!

School's fine!

2011-03-30T20:25:00.000+08:00

"Time management is important".

I went to get KOI after school today ;']

Today is the third day in school, everything was like so far so good.

Everyone of them in my class were very friendly, within two days, I know everyone of them.

There are people from different country,

we shared our languages by asking what some of those words pronounce in each of the languages.

I learn new words like shukuriya which means thank you, Marahabu means Welcome!

I learn new things from them in different lectures/tutorials/group study.

I shall elaborate more over the weekend, I have work to do now. Goodbye, love.

BUT, I still miss those time/lessons in Bukit merah with all my best/good friends!

I miss you guys!

"Passport photo for my school card"

My stupid dumb face which was taken yesterday for my "school card".

Alright , Homework Time.

Goodbye.

It sucks to start school so early when my friends are still enjoying their holidays.

SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW FOR ME, BLESS.

2011-03-27T22:47:00.000+08:00

" I'm so hard to understand ". :'l

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,Zenith aka xiaohaizi!

Happy birthday, I hereby wish you all the best for everything okay.

Study hard and do well for your O's! Jiayous!

Thanks for everything . I hoped you enjoyed your celebration of course. Takecare :')

HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY,BABY!

Hello, baby! I'm here to wish you a happy birthday, I hoped you enjoyed your celebration alright.

And of course, tomorrow school reopens for you too, study hard okay! Jiayous ah!

Don't always go out till so late ah, you're studying. ><

Stay happy,healthy,strong,funny and cute kay! ;] I love you, girl! Let's meet up soon, miss you la!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY!

Mommy, Happy birthday to you!

I hoped you enjoy the dinner last night at Clementi :')

Thanks for everything that you have done for me this year.

Sorry for causing you a bomb this year, also.

Thanks for encouraging me, taking care of me.
You will always be the best mom!

WO-AI-NI!

I'm turning in latest by 23:00pm, got to wake up early for school tomorrow!

I can't imagine how fast time flies right now ): Can you just imagine 5 months + of my holiday is gone!

It's gone, I should have work so I have some cash on me ):
People, wish me all the best ! I hope everything goes well on the first day, please.

Goodnight.I love today's dinner <3

Don't get sick, whitney!

2011-03-26T00:27:00.000+08:00

"You like me when i'm the best".

I'm sick ); I don't want , not before my school reopens ): *shit*

There isn't anymore freedom once school reopens, is it? :(

Two more days till my school reopens ; AND

I won't have to sleep in the morning,

I won't have any supper in the night,

I won't watch comedy/movies/dramas/TV in the night/morning,

I won't have those entertainments in the night,

I won't have to stay up late,

I won't have many more dark circles.

Apparently, I stayed home today!

And, Later in the night, they came over to my house. Thanks for the food.-SHILIN-

That's all.

I'm so thirsty , I need water.
I'm so tired , I need my rest.

I'm so sleepy , I need my sleep.

Goodnight!

-will owe some post-
But Happy eighteenth birthday to Magdeline'baby!
Happy sixteenth birthday to xiaohaizi!

meet up with clan!

2011-03-23T00:58:00.000+08:00

"We will always be a team".

Firstly, 21March2011

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, COUSI!♥

Yes, Happy birthday! I hoped you enjoyed yourself this year although every celebration was a small one.

I hoped you like the small gift? I wonder if you did open your cupboard :p
Anyway, i'm here to wish you all the best for everything, be it studies/relationship kay!

Of course, study hard for your may papers! Remember to study, don't slack nor play!

My turn:" Don't regret after your papers"! All the best cousi!

If you are stress, we could go jogging together.

If you are unhappy, share it with me.

If we are unhappy, we will scold together :']

If you happy , I'm happy!

Last long with Sar too! All the best. Love you, WHITNEY!

Thanks for everything ♥ you!

Secondly, Happy Eighteen birthday, C.Weisen!

Wish you all the best for everything aye, don't be a hooligan la!*joke*

We should meet up soon, again. So that I can slap you! :p Takecare and study hard!

Enjoy your day! Whitney.

"TODAY IS A GREAT DAY".

I met up with my girls for a movie, it's kind of last minute for me :')

I'm still deciding whether should I go for that movie until i'm home.

It's not a bad day, it's great. Still as fun. I miss those days when we were just schooling,

having those jokes and laughters that we once used to have :')

From the day, we picked up our balling skills by coach/ms may till now,

that's those players we have become, a better player in each of us.

The best was WE guys improved! I love our team'BM although it's not one of the best,

but it's one of the most nice team I've ever had. I love you girls♥

Anyway, movie was nice, awesome, great!

We had our dinner over at Mos Burger and homed!

Alrights, it's late, I need my bed!

Goodnight!

You are showing me once bitten twice shy

2011-03-22T01:28:00.000+08:00

"I'm tired of those, seriously, I am ! ".

I met up with some of my classmates today in school to get our SGC.
Afterwhich, we headed over to chinatown for KOI, and over to central for star's icecream!
We slacked till like 5 and went separate ways. So I went to meet Faye at queenstown,
we headed down to Zhenghua'CC for training, learnt something new.
I guess I will forget tomorrow :'( It started pouring halfway so we went to mahjong over at Eunice house.
And thanks Nana for sending us back :')

Well, I've guess as much.
That's what you said. But I think all replies were just to entertain me, right?
But you never feel how I felt.
You never ask how I felt.
You never ask how I was.
You never ask about me.
Sigh, disappointment.

Sorry, i'm tired of every single thing.
)': I'm really tired.
I don't wish to be the only one pushing things closer yet it ended up so far again.
That hurts much, more than anything else.

How I wish I have a big bear hug right now )':
I want it warmth and nice.

Sorry for my attitude! ):
Here's a smile for you :)

I'm supposed to meet pei min tomorrow but something cropped up. Sorry honey!
I'm supposed to meet clan people but I don't feel like watching movie suddenly,
I shall see how tomorrow?
I'm probably meeting friends for breakfast tomorrow at Depot restaurant. See how?

Someone's birthday post to be delayed! I want the photos first :"D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY COUSIN , To be updated alright. I owe you one post!

NIGHTS!

Disappointed

2011-03-20T22:09:00.000+08:00

"Things changes whenever something new appears".

是我变了，还是你们变了。
是我要求多了，还是你们变了。
是我变了，还是你们要求多了。

I wonder why people always go for new things and put their old things aside ):

When you realized it , I think it's just too late. Sorry!

Letter 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

I forgot who is it.

Letter 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

No one, although everyone deserve a second chance.

Letter 23 — The last person you kissed
Someone?

Letter 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Everyone gave me different memory of their own.

I miss that crazy girl!

2011-03-20T01:14:00.000+08:00

"Heartening".

I MISS THIS CRAZY GIRL!

Things are so different in 2011. I dislike every single bit of 2011 ): I really hate it.

Looking back at each and every photos taken from the past, you can know how much I 'yearn' it back ):

Looking at those pictures taken in class when we were doing our work, photos from anywhere.

Be it taken with classmates, good friends, close friends, I miss them all. I miss school.

I miss those life. I wonder how time flies so quickly )':

In secondary school life, I don't feel as lonely as compared to now.

In secondary school life, I don't feel so bored as compared to now.

In secondary school life, I don't feel down as compared to now.

In secondary school life, I don't feel tired as compared to now.

In secondary school life, everything is just so different as compared to now.

In secondary school life, I feel happier as compared to now.

THINGS CHANGE,SWEETHEART!

Letter Eighteen :

I wish I could be someone who live life to the fullest.

I wish I could be someone who do/say things without regretting or feeling upset.

I wish I could be someone stronger.

I wish I could be someone who has more confidence.
I wish I could be someone who is more decisive.

I wish I could always stay how it's like now.

Letter 19

She pesters my mind so much after that incident.

Although it's already over but the thing is I find it so hard to forget.

When i'm at home, I find it hard to smile back to her like how I once used to.

Even before/ after I sleep, my mind is like you, you and you!

You just made me feel so..

Letter 20:

The one that broke my heart the hardest will always be the one I cried most.

I will cry out wholeheartedly, and I will feel nothing when you hurt me twice again.

The first cry will always be the hardest and the most heartbreaking one.

I'm missing the past that I shouldn't miss.

I'm thinking of the past that I'm yearning for.

I'm thinking of the past that I felt happy and thinking that i'm the lucky girl in the world.

Time for bed! Goodnight!

You ain't nobody.

2011-03-19T16:41:00.000+08:00

"Define Friends".

My Qingaide!

I slept late last night. So i'm feeling very tired. Thanks for the chat last night, Eunice! :')

But I still manage to get out of bed and went over to Airport to fetch warren.

And, Cabbed home.

"You ain't nobody to me, dude".

Please stop acting like we owe you thousand bucks at home,

Don't try acting pitiful in front of my parents when both of us were at home.

And acting big behind my parents' back. That suck. WE DON'T OWE YOU ANYTHING.

The best part was this was the first time I find something hard to forget when I've forgiven.

Cool much? Probably it's because you're staying at my house and this incident which happens involve my brother.

I must say I still hate my brother! ): Laughs* All because of one girl, well. nice.

Maybe it's not hate, it's just that things are different, sorry.

I can't bring myself to forget. BLACKLISTED.

WELL, i love this picture.

I feel like cutting my hair short , but i'm being forbid. I feel like.. Oh my gosh.

But at the same time, i'm afraid it will turn out likewise, HOW! Murr~

I'm going for a nap right now, Back soon. BYE!

"Don't let me catch you" You ain't nobody!

恨你们.

I bought a bag!

2011-03-17T22:02:00.000+08:00

"Every 00:00am of mine, it's a brand new day."

[Adidas Bottle]

[VanS]

Pudding made by wenkai's mom.

I watched MY EX with my friends yesterday.

I met up with Faye and Kim today at Vivocity.

I FEEL LIKE DRINKING KOI! :'[

WALTER TING: ~~BROTHER~~?
BEAR WHAT YOU JUST SAID JUST NOW SINCE YOU WANTED TO SIDE YOUR GIRLFRIEND SO MUCH.

I have nothing much to add, you plainly suck.

Your old you is back, I HATE YOUR GUTS. I HATE YOU!
I don't know what to say ): I am so disappointed.

Even such a small thing , you can't even talk properly!

I bet even if you know the truth, you will just hide it once and for all.

I bet you will never say those were ours. And it's so obvious that those clothings was ours!

FOR GOODNESS SAKE. FINE! I won't bother you, much less talking to you.

(this was written on 14 march)

It just happens.

Well, this incident shouldn't even exist.

15 march 2011

Everything blew up.

I bet you never understand how I felt.

That's what I wrote on facebook:

I don't care if you think i'm crapping here or what,

it's for you TWO! Obviously, not being a coward posting on facebook without putting their big names down. And for the first time, I will be doing this thing ; saying people. Omt. You ruin my face BUT i don't care cause you're my brother.

But now, it's different? Right. That's what you said. Go do some reflection la ah><

We once used to fight when we are young even to the extend of taking knives which was being given. we both laugh and waited for the time to pass in the room.

But now.. things turn out to be likewise. You said something you shouldn't say.

Even if you fight/quarrel or even if there's something which happens to you, my heart will ache, nonetheless; worried. TODAY(15/3/11).

If you think by covering everything is going to help you settle your problem,

i'm sorry , i'm here to tell you BOTH(walter.T and amanda.Y) that it is not going to be so.

And please, STRANGER, if you want to talk / settle it , you shouldn't be REACTING like this for GOODNESS sake. Why must you be repeating the same facts that we doesn't want to hear.

I don't want to hear all those shit, I want to see PROVE.

I'm telling you all very nice here that if there's really so much of coincidence, FINE, I take it and FORGET everything about it.

BUT .. You can't get those EVIDENCE out but taking out EXCUSES?

What's all that? CHILDS'PLAY?

If now, I gang up with my friend to tell you something fake, and they acted out so NICELY, obviously, the WINNER will always be the losers right.

So how are we suppose to BELIEVE you all?

Having all your friends to help you cover up your backside?

Also, having so much of coincidental replies?

I can do that too, but i'm sorry I won't .

"Anything you do, must have evidence".

FYI : You are not the one that I lost trust in.

Stop saying WE as your FAMILY don't trust you.

Cause I believe.. my brother won't do anything stupid as of all these.

If you think that I've no trust in you , STRANGER , fine.

Take it that way,STRANGER.

Sorry i'm too naive to hear all your replies,STRANGER.

-I won't be KIND/NICE to you anymore alright? Happy?-

STRANGER WANNABE.

I'm damn DISAPPOINTED.

Let's see who have the last laugh? <KAY>

Alright, Although you have apologized,dad says let the matter rest.

But,do you ever feel how I felt although I acted so strong in front of all of you.

But ended up, I broke down, I'm such a weakling.

But it's still up in my head which I will forgive but I can never forget!

Up till now, i'm still boiling mad. *ARGH* I dislike you as much as I can! ):

"EVERYTHING JUST HURTS, A LITTLE". I'm fine.

"STOP ACTING AS IF NOTHING HAPPENS AT ALL". That suck big time.

"Your girlfriend/boyfriend matter most," That's you.
If you can give up anything for your boyfriend/girlfriend, you don't suit me as a brother/sisters/friends.
Unless, you're telling me you are going to marry him/her over.
But , that's not a big deal._. All those doesn't matters to me anymore. Seriously, NO! Dang.